Haribol dear devotees and friends,
Today, Thursday July 16th, 2020, Ekadasi, I came to know that my godbrother Bhakti Charu Swami passed away, afflicted with the Coronavirus. Where everybody has to answer for their mistakes, this devotee (Bhakti Charu Swami) is there now answering as to why my Guru Maharaj was poisoned when He was under his personal care. He is also answering as to why he sided against the desire of my Guru Maharaj Srila Prabhupada in his final days when He had asked and insisted to go on Govardhana Parikrama (circumambulation). He is now answering why he sided against Srila Prabhupada’s will. Whatever mistakes we do we have to answer to them, if not here in this world, at least after death, we must answer.
Srila Prabhupada wanted to go do Govardhan Parikrama, but Bhavananda, Jayapataka, Tamal Krsna, Bhakti Charu, and many so-called big devotees all sided against Srila Prabhupada’s last will; while Hansadutta, Chitsukhananda, myself, and some other devotees stood to fulfill Srila Prabhupada’s last will. We all wanted Srila Prabhupada to go to Govardhana and do Parikrama. Srila Prabhupada wanted to go on a bullock cart, not by walking, to do Govardhan Parikrama.
To whomever Bhakti Charu is facing right now, he is also answering as to why he and Sarva Bhavana das poisoned me by feeding me rasagulas (sweet balls) in his room in his apartment in Kolkata. He is surely answering to this as well. He is now answering as to why, after I had collected money for him and brought him out the debt he had, that he together with Sarva Bhavana, fed me rasagula sweet balls alone in their room while talking very nicely so I would not distrust them. I got very sick on that same day, and the next day managed to fly to America and was then in hospitals for six months.
In those days I was working along with Hansadutta in his zone. So when Hansadutta saw me suffering in the hospitals with so much pain and problems and saw how my body had turned into a pale yellow color like a lemon, he decided to send me to the Philippines. Hansadutta then secretly instructed Chakravarti das (a german devotee) and his wife Dinasharanara Dasi, to put me to sleep permanently. The Philippines was Hansadutta’s zone at that time, where Chakravarti and his wife Dinasharana were staying. They are still alive, I believe.
So Chakravarti and Dinasharana took me to a hospital managed by Dr. Baskara, who injected something into my body. I remember how Chakravarti and Dina Sharana were chanting very loudly into my ears as this was happening, and I went unconscious soon after this. When this happened they immediately informed Hansadutta (who was in the USA), who then told Bhakti Swarupa Damodar that Krsna Balaram Swami was now dead. But after some time, I woke up, because by Krsna’s grace, that injection did not work and I survived.
Bhakti Charu is surely answering to all of this now. He is answering why Srila Prabhupada was poisoned when he was taking personal care of Him, and he is also answering why he poisoned a devotee, his godbrother.
We should be careful while doing devotional service, and serve Lord Krsna. A devotee is always careful, always careful, always careful.
Gaura Hari! Jay Sri Radhe!
Servant of the devotees,
Krsna Balaram Swami